JeanOt is ME

CONVERSELOVE

Single. available. but empty..

Lonesome. looking someone..

They meet. Bound by what we called LOVE.

and hope for together until the 'death'.

They were created and fated to be together.

When they separated, they could live but they lose the intention of life..

yet they keep dreaming that one day they will meet the one who really can accept and love them the way they are..

The feeling that they won't complete without each other.

When the day come, they meet by chance... and choose to let the chemistry grow..

L.O.V.E grows by the affection, understanding, acceptance and patience.. watered by embrace and care.. turns into PLATONIC.

- J.a.e -

Well... Havent feed my blog for quite long.. :D

I will tell about bunch of my chums...
All of us are friends, sometimes hanging out and spend time together..
And once upon of time, we called ourselves, "Ketel" (Keluarga Telenovela) . :))
but now 3 of them has gone to Beijing for studying.

I wont blab much, here are some of our pictures...

@ The Roof Cafe

Ferry's birthday :D

@ Pizz Hut

@ Parking lot

@ Parking lot

The sweet memories that will always lay on my mind.

*wink*

L-O-V-E

A word that has a deep meaning.

'L-O-V-E'

Aha! I wont discuss about the definition of it. It's too complicated. Every people has different love experience, different point of view about it, and it's subjective somehow.. :)

I just wanna say something about it. Well, i just saw a proof of the saying, "Love is Magic". I never really believe about it. But when you saw it with your own eyes, you will believe it!!
That's what i felt this lately.. Lot of love stories from my chums and those stories inspired me a lot.

* People change when they are in love.. change in to good or bad, it depends.

* It's need a courage to face love. This may sounds silly but it's true.. It's need courage to chase the love, keep it, fight for it.

* It's not easy to find pure love

* It's somehow difficult to admit that you're in love

* It's funny how your attention easily distracted by the person you like

* It's magic how you just met him/her and another minutes after that, heyy..you are missing him/her..

* Every time you hear his/her name, you'll be smirk :P

* Even in everywhere you see him/her, you can't get your eyes off of him/her.

* You feel wanna spend all your time with him/her without distraction.

* The things that you felt impossible, could be possible with love.

* Suddenly you like sweet words, sweet things that you never like before :p

* Suddenly you look more beautiful and handsome because you're in love.. It's true, people shine when they're in love. :))

* Time seems tick so fast when you were with him/her, you will feel it's never enough, never..

* Every time you wake up, 3 things in your mind is him/her, him/her and him/her.

Okay, i'll add more if i find the others. :D

Or you guys may add it in your comment for this post. Thankiezz..! :D

Merry Christmas, Jennifer

Two days ago, i found an old book in my sister's cupboard. I scanned the book quick, and i choose a random article about people's experiences on Christmas. I found this story.. Mind to read it a while..?? :)

Selamat Natal, Jennifer

Halo, Sayang. Suasana Natal tahun ini takkan mungkin seperti biasanya tanpa kehadiranmu. Namun kami akan mencoba menguasai diri terhadap sekian banyak kenangan yang berasal dari masa sembilan belas tahun kehidupan kami bersamamu. Satu-satunya yang kudambakan untuk Natal ini adalah kehadiranmu kembali di tengah-tengah kami, namun karena tahu itu tidak mungkin maka aku harus puas dengan berkirim berita saja kepadamu: mudah-mudahan Tuhan akan menyampaikannya sendiri bertepatan dengan perayaan Natal.

Aku merasa kehilangan dirimu, untuk membantuku berbelanja persiapan Natal. Kau selalu bisa merasakan apa yang disukai ibumu. Seminggu belakangan ini ibumu sangat sibuk membuat kue-kue. Bermacam-macam jenisnya. Acara berkumpul kita yang biasa akan diadakan di rumah Paman Steve. Sarah sering merindukanmu pada malam hari, saat kalian dulu biasa mengobrol panjang lebar. Ia merasa kehilangan kakaknya - nasihat-nasihatnya dan juga pertengkaran yang sesekali terjadi! Walaupun kamu sering dimarahi oleh ayah dan ibu karena setiap tindakanmu yang ceroboh dan keras kepala, tapi yakinlah, kami selalu mencintaimu.

Sayang, maafkan ibumu. Sejak kematianmu setahun lalu, kami belum pernah menginjakkan kaki ke makammu. Makammu pasti sudah kotor, tidak terawat dengan salib tertancap. Bukannya kami tidak peduli padamu, tapi kami belum mampu menginjakkan kaki ke makammu. Setiap memikirkanmu, air mata ini berucuran tiada henti. Bahkan ayahmu yang selalu tampak tegar dan kuat, masih merasa sedih setiap ibu atau Sarah mengingatmu kembali.

Tapi kami sudah sepakat, besok kami akan ke makammu, menyingkirkan salju yang tebalnya mungkin hampir semeter, membersihkan makammu dan menghiasinya dengan bunga-bunga.

Jennifer, kami akan selalu merindukan dirimu. Kasih sayang kami takkan pernah lenyap dan kami takkan pernah melupakan dirimu!

Salam kasih dari Sarah, Mom, dan Dad

I'm Back

Phewwwww....!! Havent post anything for quite long.. My internet connection was suck!!! Now it's getting better.. and i'll start blogging again. :D Hope the connection not getting worse again.. :)

Well, this last month flew so fast.. Lot of fun, laugh yet problems.. but i enjoyed it.
Many unpredictable things happened, cool.. :))

O.ow.. i start to talk to myself again. stop, Jean!

So, i will start post some writings again.

Anyway, lately i listen to 'A Rocket To The Moon'
and i heart their songs!!!

These are some of their prodigious songs:

If Only They Knew
Not A Second To Waste
Dakota
I Think About You Every Day (a bit slow)

Cao

Novem for November

Well, i will post some quotes that i like and inspiring me lot these days...
CHECK it out....!! :D

There’s never an ending, just new beginnings. The past makes you who you are but won’t predict who you’ll be. You choose who you’ll become.
- @twiquotations -

The most important thing is to enjoy your life—to be happy—it’s all that matters.
- Audrey Hepburn -

Letting go of someone special to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't feel the same is much harder.
- @twiquotations -

I believe that the only courage anybody ever needs is the courage to follow your own dreams.
- Oprah Winfrey -

Don't go for the guy who sucks up to U. Go for the one who pisses U off on a daily basis & yet U still find yourself crazy in love with him.
- @twiquotations -

Pooh: This is the best part of the day. Christopher Robin: What part is that? Pooh: When "you" and "me" become "we".
- Pooh -

It's not about who you've known the longest, it's about who's never left your side.

- Anonymous -

The more you know about who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you.
- Anonymous -

I try to teach my heart not to want things it can’t have.
- Alice Walker -

Rated: STYLISH !

Rated: STYLISH! I inspired by the magz. I opened my pictures folder and there're some pictures of my cheery lovely chums! From some of them, i found out this one has her own style.....

She's stylish! :)

Let's check it out!!